first and foremost, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST FREN, AZALINA!!
she's a big girl now. oh u can never guess how much i miss her. it's been long since we last hang out together and be crazy like we've always been. i simply love her. really. she's like a big sis to me. eversince she's no longer schooling in the same school as me, i felt a lost. serious shit. cuz for all i noe, she's like my source of motivation for me to keep going to school. really miss those times when we'd go to school together every morning and the hanging outs after school almost everyday. those times......
ok now, my stories.
im thankful to God that at last, the swell in my gum is receding. now at least i can begin to chew my food with only a little bit of pain in my gum. yeap. =D
i do not know why these few days i have this kind of feeling of anticipating of something. and i keep looking forward for each brand new day every day. maybe one of these days, a miracle might occur in my life for once. hope so. pray hard. haha. ;)
i really have to admit that im tired of living the kind of life that im leading nw.
sch has always been a bitch to me. i badly want to pursue my passion of becoming a nurse. like serious, tt has been my dream career. due to some reasons i have to drop that dream and passion. what a waste. what's the point of me gg to sch and do something which i dun enjoy doing?? and my instinct tells me that i aint gona do well in the course that im in now. oh then again it defeats the purpose of me gg to sch if in the end i gona fail. useless. oh my almighty God, pls save me....... i do not know what to do nw..
my family; im really blessed to be born in this family. i cant help but i keep feeling worried for my bros. yes, it may seem that i dun care but deep down inside only God knows. oh well i shall not disclose anything here which concerns my family. only good things can be said here.
time flies. my sis is taking her Os this year. i really really hope that she'll be able to do well in the exams. hopefully she won't end up like me and her other siblings. really. im praying for the best for her. insyaAllah.
friends; i may not have alot of close, good friends. but it is better rather than having alot of friends, none of whom understands u. i do have alot of 'hi' and 'bye' friends though.
this bunch of friends of mine understands me. they know me in and out. they are the ones who have seen my true colors. they are the ones who appreciate me for who and what i am. and most importantly, they are there when i need them the most. with their companion, i am not afraid to show my alter ego. and i am always happy whenever they are ard me. thank God for giving me such good friends. ;D
oh my i didn't realise that i actually have so much to blog abt. haha.
i have the thought to revamp my blog but im just plain lazy to do it la. can anyone help me out in this? oh i noe who to find for help. mdm azizah!!! if ure reading this, pls understand understod that ur help is much appreciated eh. hehe.
ok la so long already.
cherios,
;D
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