school is starting pretty soon like as in 2 or 3 days more? and come to that, i have been thinking what have i been doing for the entire past 3 weeks of hols? these 3 weeks just feels like only 3 days. procrastination has been my true companion for the past weeks. i have promised myself like a thousand times to complete PP which has been left hanging in the middle of nowhere. well it seems that i always succumb to procrastination. arrgg.. how do i survive with this? i need HELP!
frankly speaking, i am NOT looking forward for school this coming sem. but then again i have vowed like a million times that i'll be a good girl for the coming sem. thanks to my 'hardwork' in previous sem that i failed my modules badly. this is not something to be proud of ok. i must learn to nurture a passion for IT to keep me going to school. motivation from friends is much needed and appreciated. hopefully i can endure just another 16 weeks of school. insyaAllah.
time pass fast. and speaking of which, i cant wait for the month of november to come by. 2 reasons why.
1st: submission of PP and done with it.
2nd: my mom has finally agreed to allow me to undergo facial treatment for my blemished skin. much yayness! i have been yearning to have that smooth and flawless skin which i used to have before hormones imbalance spoils it all. and i am tired of putting on make-up everytime i go out. actually i dun really fancy putting on make-up. i just don't feel right. it's just like im showcasing a fake face to people. i prefer to be natural. i very much appreciate natural beauty. i dun put on make-up to impress others, least to attract any random bloke. i do so to conceal the flaws and to at least look confident. hopefully after all the treatment process end, i don't have to worry about putting on make-up anymore when going out. ;D
ok guess im done.
happy fasting to all my muslim friends.;D let us all do good deeds in this holy month of ramadhan.
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