Elegance & Beauty

Hi world,

Guess what? Today, Friday the 30th May, the SIT students of RP received an unexpected email this morning. And it was regarding FYP, updating the SIT students with the submission date and the presentation date. The submission date: 14th July 2008. Evaluation date: from 16th July to 30th July.

Oh how great! Super great. ARGHH! How in the world are we going to complete the whole project on time? HOWWWWWW? I'm extremely worried. When I read the email earlier this day, my mood for the day's lesson was spoiled instantly. I seriously have no idea how this is going to be possible when all along, the works done are purely based on efforts of two team members. Yes, only two team members out of 4 are actually active all the time for FYP. These two are the ones who have been working hard and putting in A LOT of efforts in completing the tasks required.It seems like these two are the only ones that are constantly worried about FYP and they are the ones who are seen to be taking this matter SERIOUSLY. All along, it has only been the TWO of them. Let me have the honor to name these two hardworking people. They are Liana & Iqah. Yes, Liana & Iqah. UGGHH! You know how stressful it is to be in this situation? A situation where your team mates refused to cooperate with you? You know how it feels like? You know how annoying and frustrating it can get?? You know how? Well you'll know when you experience it. URGH! How am i ever going to survive with this on going problem?????????
Enough la, i don't want talk about it anymore. Thinking about it is making me mad.

Oh yea, today I had data comm UT and I think I did not do that well. :( Oh well...
Went window shopping with Liana & Wan at TM after school. Wah... It's been soo long since I last did that with my friends. Missed those times when I had so much free time to do whatever I want. :( Oh how can i forget. Tomorrow a day out with Salwa! I can't waittttttt. :)
I think, I break my own record of not eating any meal in a day. Haha was surprised that I could actually survive the long hours of school without eating any proper meal. see la, I'm getting thinner and thinner by the day. Skip meal some more. :(

Ok la i've got nothing more to say already.

cherios.

Labels: fyp sucks

12:04 AM

Hello,

I am supposed to do some fyp things now. But after seeing the results of two of my UTs, the mood has faded. And so i decided to do this unimportant thing. I am so disappointed with the grades I've gotten for both Data Comm and Banking UTs. UGHHHH! Ok, not that I've not expected to get a lousy grade for Banking UT, but to be able to produce that kind of grade for Data Comm UT is way out of my expectation. I had put in so much effort studying for the test and I did my best during the test. But in the end it's not worth the efforts at all! Disappointed. :(
Well, at least my predicted module grade is not bad, thanks to my daily grades. Ok, so to say, I shall not get so stressed up cause there's still hope to get good grade for the module . I know I am capable of doing better than this.

And as for Banking module, I don't know what to say. I had perform badly for the first UT and now I'm pinning on hope for my second UT and the coming subsequent UTs. Currently the predicted module grade is super disappointing. I really need to buck up. Ok, I need to keep telling this to myself : I MUST NOT SUCCUMB TO FAILURE! Oh, not that I have failed, just barely passed. Any difference? Ahah.
Ok, take a look at the diagrams below. The diagrams say it all.

These are considered the best 3 modules so far. The Banking module's grades are too "good" to be displayed. The diagrams are not that clear; you may click on it to get a better view.

I won't be going to school tomorrow. Yeah. Told my mom, and she said this in malay, " Baguslah, boleh tolong mama buat kerja rumah besok." In translation which means, " Good, you can help me out with the house chores tomorrow." Hahaha. Some kind of encouragement or what? This'll be the first time I'm going to be absent for Thursday's module, which is Data Comm. Considering that my daily grades and predicted module grades are quite good, I have decided to take a day off from school. How great. So far up to date, I have gotten only one x for my daily grades for each module (inclusive of tmr's module) . An x means I was absent from school. heh.

I can't wait for Saturday to pass by. I'll be having a date with the dearest Salwa. Missed her a lot. I can't wait. I just need to take a breather from school and put my mind off whatever things that have been making me stressed up lately. And to dear Zizah, do set a date for us also k? I'll be having my holidays for the coming next two weeks.

Oh speaking of holidays, I won't be able to have proper holidays since it'll be taken up for FYP. UGH! So much for HOLIDAYS. FYP sucks. Really it does. :( I don't want to talk about it. It's making me mad.
I must ENDURE, ENDURE, ENDURE.

Ok that's it for now.

cherios,
:)

Labels: fyp :(

10:18 PM

I have the sudden emotion of missing someone. A long lost friend. I have been thinking a lot about this friend lately. I missed those times when we’d often see each other and get bonded like real close friends. I don’t know what triggers this emotion to build up; it just occurs out of sudden. And I mean it, the emotion is building up. It’s brewing. Oh, how badly I miss this friend. It’s been real long since I’ve last seen or spoke to this friend. I don’t know friend where about, I don’t know how friend’s doing. Sometimes I wonder.. Was that incident the cause of our friendship to be on the rocks? Oh how can I tell when I don’t even know what’s happened to our friendship. After the termination period, we’ve both gone our separate ways. What a shame. The fond memories that we shared still lingers in my head. Never will I forget the times we’ve went through. I’m hoping that our paths will cross again. I’m really hoping.

Labels: hope

9:51 PM

Know what is stressing me out right now?
It's none other than the stupid fyp.
I am now struggling doing some component(s) of the fyp, and from the time I started(which was like hours ago) up till now, I have yet to come up with anything sensible. :(
Ok, I think to feel frustrated is reasonable right now.
And whatnot, somehow I have a bad feeling that I'm not going to do well in this. Not like what I've expected.
This is just my 1st fyp and I'm feeling discouraged already. Arrrgggghhh!! & what's to come in my 2nd fyp? I am so not anticipating for it.
Now, i really understand what it meant when the facilitators told us this famous quote just before school term ends last year: "when choosing your fyp team mates, choose wisely" .
I truly understand the underlying meaning of that phrase now which I don't really bother about then. How silly.
I'm not hinting on anything. If you can see it, you know what I'm referring to.
I am super worried right now. :( :( :(
Where's all these leading us to? Where??
And i realised that there's seriously not much time left if we keep going on with this pace. There's SO MUCH things to do in just little time.

Ok, I am going haywire already. I am stress. I am stress. I am stress.

Labels: fyp :(

9:22 PM

Hi,

Here’s a little update of what I’ve been up to lately. A lot has happened while I’m away from this blogging world. Well, I’m not going to type down every single thing that happened. I am super lazy. So, just some snippets to summarize things up will do aite.

I’m truly grateful and thankful to God that things are getting back to normal. I know that this is just some kind of test for me (us) to go through. The sun’s shining again. :)
&& I love them more than ever. :D

School’s been good for me so far. It’s just that sometimes I get stressed up with FYP. And oh not forgetting, PP too. Well, at least my proposal for PP has been approved. That’s a relief. My CE points are soon to be cleared. Up to date, I’ve gotten 36 out of 40 points. Juusst 4 more to go. :)) And something unusual, I’ve been looking forward for school everyday. There are 3 reasons why.

One- I have been getting good grades for almost all modules (except for Financial & Banking application module) since school started. Since I’m repeating 3 of the year 2 modules, somehow I find it pretty easy to score in all. With the good grades that I am able to produce, in a way or so, I am very much motivated to go school every day. :)

Two - Meet friends of course. Friends are the people who make school a fun place to be. :))

Three- For the last reason, I’m keeping it a secret. Not for any random people to know.

I think right now I’m leading a boring life. I have not been going out having some leisure activities like shopping, watching movies or whatsoever ever since school started. And, with mama still under quarantine at home, fun won’t be fun. :(

**I am craving for sushi.**

1:37 PM

It's like for the first time ever. It's the real first time for me in RP.
I can't make any statement now.
& I'm not giving out any hints.
Just not yet.
How do i go about describing this?

ok, a proper update will be up in the next entry. :)

10:01 PM