Elegance & Beauty

Hi,

I know I am supposed to be on a hiatus now. But I am bored and so I decided to post something.
Right now, I am in my lovely school. Not in class though, I’m somewhere in a cozy environment called the LIBRARY. Yeap, I’m skipping class today if you’re wondering. Actually I don’t have the intention to do so but I was late today (typical lame excuse, I know), so yea, I decided not to be a good girl and I skipped class. Oh ya, when I tried to access LEO just now to see my new group arrangement, it was denied. The system says this is due to me not paying my school fees. Imagine if I go to class just now, and I couldn’t get in to LEO. Great. Haha anyway I am going to pay it later so it’s nothing for me to worry about la.

I have a feeling of guilt. I did not attend class yesterday also. Ok, yesterday I totally did not go to school as I was having a great menstrual illness. Haha I don’t even know if there are such words as menstrual illness. Menstrual cramps, there is. But illness? Ahah k nevermind. You know, the one thing I am always not looking forward is this season of the month. I think most girls do. It is a season of torturing.. :( I don’t mind facing this without having to feel any pain, or side effects or whatsoever. During the pre- season sometimes I can get all moody and not even talk for the whole day. I’ll withdraw myself from the whole world and be on my own. It’s bad, I know. Yesterday was the worst pain I’ve ever experienced in my entire life. I was too weak to even stand. The moment I stand for a few seconds only, I felt like I’d black out any time. I was scared. And in my mind I was thinking of the worst that could happen. Ok, never mind, don’t want talk about it.

Lately, I’ve been like this:

Labels: the season is here

9:52 AM

Hi,
this going to be my last post before i go on a hiatus.
I found this video on youtube; the song carries a deep meaning. It's very good to listen to it when you're feeling stressed out; it helps cease your stress. Well, it works for me.

Ok that's all
take care people.
:)

5:44 PM

Hi,

I should not be blogging now but somehow I feel the need to blog about something. I was doing some FYP stuffs when I got bored and I did something else. I decided to surf the net, browsing through some random blogs - blogs belonged to owners that I do not know nor having any relations to me at all. I don't know why I bothered to this unimportant thing. But again I guess I was just feeling bored after the grueling hours of doing fyp. And I was shocked with something which I found in some particular related blogs about a particular someone. It saddened me to see it happened that way. It should not have ended the way it is. Though I may not know you or have any particular relations with you, I can feel what you had been through. Somehow I had been through part of of what you were going through. I wish I could reach out to you but I guess I was just a tad late in discovering your existence. After reading through some of the entries in your blog, I can see that you're one beautiful young lady inside out. Despite all the obstacles and complications that you had to go through in life, you stayed strong. But it wasn't long enough for you to succeed to be free from all these sufferings. You couldn't stay any longer and chose to go. Your stories really inspire me.

Well, as a human being with feelings, I am somehow quite affected by this. It's so sad that she had to go at such a young age. I'm taking this as another lesson in life for me. I'm neither putting up any links here nor mentioning her name. & i won't reveal any infos abt this someone to anyone. I'm paying respect to her. This is the least that I can do for a stranger.

Ok I better end here.
take care everone. & all the best to me for fyp. :\
I think I'm going to stop blogging for awhile till FYP1 is over.

*i am addicted to the song 'ayat-ayat cinta'*

cherios.

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6:20 PM

Hello,

Yea, as mentioned before, I had a date with dear Salwa yesterday. It was a date cum birthday celebration for her. Went to Changi Airport, her favorite place. It felt so good to spend time with her. Just to sum it up, I had fun with her yesterday. I'm running out of words actually cause I'm feeling exhausted right now due to a lack of rest. :(

To Salwa darling: Hope you like the small gift specially from me to you. :)
Once again Happy (belated) 19th Birthday baby girl! :D

Next date : with Zizah darling. Call me up soon k? Cause I'll be busy with fyp during these two weeks of holidays. I tell you, my 'holidays' are going to be much fun! haha.

Ok, cherios;
;)

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10:53 PM