Hi,
I know I am supposed to be on a hiatus now. But I am bored and so I decided to post something.
Right now, I am in my lovely school. Not in class though, I’m somewhere in a cozy environment called the LIBRARY. Yeap, I’m skipping class today if you’re wondering. Actually I don’t have the intention to do so but I was late today (typical lame excuse, I know), so yea, I decided not to be a good girl and I skipped class. Oh ya, when I tried to access LEO just now to see my new group arrangement, it was denied. The system says this is due to me not paying my school fees. Imagine if I go to class just now, and I couldn’t get in to LEO. Great. Haha anyway I am going to pay it later so it’s nothing for me to worry about la.
I have a feeling of guilt. I did not attend class yesterday also. Ok, yesterday I totally did not go to school as I was having a great menstrual illness. Haha I don’t even know if there are such words as menstrual illness. Menstrual cramps, there is. But illness? Ahah k nevermind. You know, the one thing I am always not looking forward is this season of the month. I think most girls do. It is a season of torturing.. :( I don’t mind facing this without having to feel any pain, or side effects or whatsoever. During the pre- season sometimes I can get all moody and not even talk for the whole day. I’ll withdraw myself from the whole world and be on my own. It’s bad, I know. Yesterday was the worst pain I’ve ever experienced in my entire life. I was too weak to even stand. The moment I stand for a few seconds only, I felt like I’d black out any time. I was scared. And in my mind I was thinking of the worst that could happen. Ok, never mind, don’t want talk about it.
Lately, I’ve been like this:
Haha. I’ve been having difficulty in getting up form bed everyday now. Super restless.
Okla that’s it. Don’t know what else to write about. K byebye.
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