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Nursyafiqah.
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Wednesday, September 24, 2008


Why must things go this way? Am I to blame for all the things that happen right now? Am I the one at fault for the mess? I know I haven’t been a good friend to you for the past 1 or 2 years or so. I have not been treating you well & I think ya, it’s right for you to be angry at me. Yes, I have to admit that somehow I deliberately ignored you all these while. i’m sorry I lied to you. I didn’t want to hurt you cause I know I’ve hurt you a lot. That’s the reason why I did this; it’s for own good. You’ve got the hint. I don’t want to get too close to you as I’m afraid I might be giving you a wrong signal, hence at the same time giving you false hopes. I don’t have the intention at all to break our almost 4 years of friendship. I really don’t. Truthfully, I really do treasure our friendship but I can’t help it, I couldn’t bring myself to be close to you. You don’t understand, it wasn’t easy for me then. I got pressurized by the way you treated me; you were too persistent. I didn’t feel right, I needed my own space. When I was on my own, there were a couple of times I tried to develop that kind of feelings for you. I couldn’t do that, my friend. It was really hard for me, having to force myself to do something which I can’t. It has to come naturally.
It was good to hear from you again yesterday. I’m glad that I saw you yesterday. It’s been so long since the last time we met. I thought when we started to contact again yesterday, it’ll stay that way. Do you know that it took me a lot of courage to send you a simple msg yesterday, telling you that I saw you? I was afraid that you might not want to bother about me anymore. But what a shame. Why does it have to end the way it ended yesterday?? Why?? I guess your interpretation of what I told you is not the same with the message I was trying to convey. There are things which I wanted to tell you. A lot of things happened which I wanted to share with you. I think that’s not going to happen now.
I would really want to amend things between us. I’m longing for us to be close friends like before, putting aside any kind of personal matters/issues related to us. I realized that these personal things have been the barrier for us to keep the friendship alive. :(
Am i to be blamed totally????? Forgive me friend….


12:38 AM

Thursday, September 11, 2008

I’m super duper excited for tomorrow. Seriously, I can’t wait for tmr, Friday, September 12, 5.30pm to be specific. Why?? Reason: Nyonya glamour will be going on a date tmr with nyonya modern. Yayyyy! It’s been quite awhile now since the last time both of the nyonyas went on a date. And to add on to the excitement, nyonya modern is going to give this nyonya glamour a BIG surprise. Oh my for sure nyonya glamour will get a heart attack by the time she gets the surprise. Hehee. Well, nyonya modern, if nyonya glamour’s wild guess about what the surprise is true, nyonya glamour will be very happy for you. :D & may Allah bless you for that. ok, i shall not elaborate further about it, afraid that it might not be true. But somehow i got this strong instinct that says it is TRUE. Hehehee. For now, all that nyonya glamour can do is to just keep guessing. Heh.

Oh, before i forget, it was my sis birthday a few days ago. She’s 16+1 years old now. A big girl already. She’s my everything in this world. Without her, a lot of things in the house cannot be done. Hehe. U noe wat i mean la eh sister. For that, thank you very much. Love you many2. :D ok, one thing i want to say to you, you better study hard for ur upcoming Os eh. No more slack2! If you don’t get the desired grades i target for you, you watch out. I mean it eh.


Ok, that about it for this entry.

I can’t waitttttttttttttttt. ;)



10:23 PM

Monday, September 8, 2008

hello im back. :)

Ok my humble apologies for the previous post. When i read it over again i think the post somehow make me look like I'm under depression or something. I am not and never will be under depression ok. hehe. It's just that i was venting out my frustration at that point of time. So ya, I'm very OK right now. I shouldn't be saying all those things that i've said in the previous post. Well, i know that this is just one of God's ways to test my patience and faith towards Him. Yes, i've accepted it with an open heart and i know and very much believe that whatever He has given me, is the best for me. Maybe now is just not my time yet. In future who knows i can be successful. :) What's important is that i should never give up in doing my best.

alright to all my muslim friends, do make full use of this holy month of Ramadhan to perform countless of good deeds aite. you'll never know if you'll ever get the chance to meet the next Ramadhan. So let us all work hard for Allah and let's make this Ramadhan much better than the previous ones aite. :)
All the best to all of u. :)


9:33 PM