i am going to miss them. in less than 10 hrs they are gg to depart from singapore. it's just too soooooooooooon for them to go. i'm seriously soo not used to be away from them. never once in my life i am separated from them with such a long distance and with quite a long period of time. my house will be dead temporary. it won't be lively without them. i dont know how to survive without them later. don't expect me to be all smiley for the entire one month. i just cant.
ok now i feel like cryingggggggggg.
arghhhhh!! and with this @#$%^& fyp that's making me crazy, im feeling extremely stressful right now. from the time i started doing it till now, my attempt to figure out the part which i have been stuck on for i dont know how many weeks, failed. again! this is really driving me insane. and that super HELPFUL supervisor expects us to finish the codings by this coming 5 dec. i dont know how is that possible. for all i noe my fellow team mates and i are all struggling like mad to finish up what we are supposed to. i dont like you, PHP.
right now i just feel like throwing things or cry so hard or scream or punch anyone or just do anything to release this pent up emotions. arrggghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am going mad.
ya Allah give me the strength to overcome this. i really need the strength.
4:29 AM
10:51 PM
Had a date with the dearest mama just now. and with sister too. Over lunch, had a good talk with them. They never fail to paint alot of smiles on my face. Especially during this stressful period, to be around them is all i need to take my stress away.
Oh there's this one part that i like the most during our conversations just now.
me: ma, iqah mrajok ngan kwn iqah.
mama: eh? knape?
me: diorang bully iqah.
mama: sape kwn kau tu? bilang mama. biar mama jetus kepale dorg.
me: giggling
sister: aah ma, dorg bully kakak terok.
me: aah, dorg jahat.
sister: kakak nangis tau ma. semalam kakak balek, kakak nangis kat bilik.
mama: eh? kakak nangis? nak buat ape nangis? tak gune nak nangis utk kawan mcm tu.
ok and the rest i can't really remember. the nangis part tu not really true eh. hehe.
that small part of conversation alone has already make my day. what more if have a super duper long conversation with them. :)
i love them alot la.
30 nov, pls go far far away. dont come and make me :( .
11:10 PM
