This post is specially dedicated to my dearest darling best friend, Nur Azizah darling. :)
I know you might need these words that I am about to say here so as to give you some motivation for you to go on with life. And so, I’m going to make this entry a special one, specially just for you k.
You know my dear, the moment I read your message this morning, I couldn’t help it but to shed some tears. What you’re going through right now is really heart breaking and I wonder why is life really so cruel towards you. Time after time you’re being put to go through a lot of challenges in life. And yet, you never once succumb to such challenges. You go through and face them with much patience and eventually managed to pull through. And just when you’ve managed to pull through those difficulties, you’re being put to face a new set of obstacles. This is life for you; always full of challenges. Darling, whatever you’re going through in life, always do remember that God is fair. HE won’t torture us and let us handle things that we can’t. You see, if He decides to test you with such huge challenges, it means to show that you are really one strong person, and yes, it is true that you are indeed one strong soul. And like I always said my dear, you must always keep in mind that no matter what happens in life, never ever ever turn your back towards HIM and do always seek help from HIM. InsyaAllah He’ll help you out. Also, always remember that you’re never alone to go through all these k, you still have got great people in your life who love and care for you, and I am always here if you ever need me ok?
Darling, I know that it’s not easy for you and that I am in no position to say all these when I don’t even know how it really feels like to be in your shoes. I do know that it’s always easier said than done dear. But, you know, each time when you confide in me about your problems and all, I can feel the pain that you feel. I really do. This is because you are one of those few people in my life that I really treasure the most and it’ll be really heartless of me not to feel the pain that you feel. That’s the reason why I keep telling you that sometimes I really wish that I could do something to help you, to ease your burden. But I’m always at my wits end and I don’t know of ways to help you; the least that I can do is to just pray for you, hoping that He’ll lighten your burden and guide you with paths that you could follow. I just hope that whatever that you’re going to face in life, you won’t lose hope and faith in yourself and HIM. Don’t let that happen k dear? There’s always a blessing in disguise in all the bad things that happened in life. There is, trust me. You just need time to discover it and lots of patience to go through all that obstacles.
You know, since knowing you, I’ve learnt a lot of useful lessons about life. It has made me realize that life is always never smooth sailing and that we must all the time appreciate every little2 things that we have in life. You should be feeling lucky that He has chosen you to go through all these-not- easy- challenges in life as your experiences in life is what that makes you different from others. In a way or another, it does make you somewhat special from the rest. It is from all these challenges that will make you a better person in times to come and be someone more matured and wiser than you used to be. And most importantly, it will also make you to be well-prepared to be a good someone in the future. :) you know what? You are definitely one of those few people in my life whom I take as an inspiration for me whenever I face a downfall in life. :) don’t get discourage easily when things in life are bad ok darling. There are many people in your life you can count on, including me, your one and only nyonya glamour. =) well I hope this entry will somehow give you some motivation to go through whatever you’re facing right now. If you ever need me, I’m just a phone call away k, bear that in mind tau. =))
Ok now let me squeeze in a little update about myself. Heh =P
English Olevel oral had just passed. And how was it? Well all I can say is that I think I did better as compared to my first attempt, back then in 2005. I don’t want to talk much about it, I just hope that I am able to achieve my target grade for this examinations. To be able to achieve that, what do I need? Effort, effort and more effort. Effort – the only one word that I must bear in mind all the time. NO effort = NO good grades. A LOT effort= VERY GOOD grades.
Oh ya, my education in RP has just ended. Finally. And right now I am torn between pursuing another diploma in early childhood and pursuing my studies in NIE. I don’t know which of these 2 paths I should pursue. Which one of these will give me a better future?? Hmmmmm… I think I shall decide once my English Olevel result is out next year.
Alright, I’ve got nothing more to blog about now. i’m going to sleep now and I am sooooo looking forward for tomorrow!!
Nites everyone.
11:24 PM
