Things aren’t going to be the same,
Everything’s going to change.
It happened out of sudden,
It happened out of anyone’s expectation.
Grieve, dejected, gloom, confusion; all fused into one.
The degree of sadness is measureless;
The kind of sadness too deep for anyone to possess.
Nothing in this world matters now,
Getting back to normal is what I hope for now.
Faces of you keep picturing in my mind;
Wondering when can we share that happiness again.
I pray, I pray, and I pray…
That pretty much summarizes the feelings deep inside me. No one expected it to happen. I guess this is my fate. My family’s fate. And I’m still trying to accept this fate. It happened out of sudden; worst, we are unprepared. I’m confused and I don’t know if I should blame anyone here. Maybe I should not. But I think I should. If that stupid heartless jerk had offered any kind of help needed, I won’t be fuming with rage now. You jolly well know it’s your fault and yet you ran away with your guilt. What kind of person are you? I think I can spell it out for you; S-E-L-F-I-S-H! You dare drove off after knowing you’ve hit a small vehicle trying to maneuver its way out from danger. How could you mister! Yes, if you’ll have guessed, I’m here talking about a hit & run case. And, my parents happened to be the unfortunate ones to be the victims. So what if you’re carrying passenger(s) at that point of time. Can’t u just see that their lives were at stake when it happened? Where’s your sense of humanity?? Where?? Cruel shit. My father was waving frantically at you from the back hoping that you’d stop; why didn’t you? Why?? Now look at what you’ve done to my only mom! The damages done to her body are pretty bad. For your reckless driving, my mom has to pay the price. Thank you mister. I hope you’ll face a series of unfortunate events in your life in times to come. I really hope you will.
Oh God, I don’t know how I am going to face the world now. Everywhere I turn, everywhere I go, I keep picturing the memorable moments that we shared. Knowing that I can no longer do those things that we used to together again, makes me sad. It really saddened me to see you in the state you’re in. I can feel the pain that you’re feeling. God, I’m begging you to please release my mom from this suffering. Please, ya Allah. I can’t take it. I really can’t….
11:38 AM
