I miss this girl lorryload. :( I badly want to see her. There are a lot of things that I’ve been wanting to share with her. I need to spill out every single thing to her. She’s my one and only confidante. Nur Azizah, meet me pretty soooon pleaseeee. :( :(

Somehow I’m not feeling that good right now. I have been thinking alot about the bad dream I had a few nights ago. It’s really affecting me. What if it happen for real? It’s worrying me. I am really not prepared for it. I am not prepared to face a new obstacle right now. Just not yet. Not when I’ve just managed to pull through the difficulties you had put me to face a few months back. Give me the strength that I need , ya Allah. I can’t bear to see another sadness in her face. I really can’t. .
I think I’m thinking too much. Well, that’s because I treasure it. It meant the world to me. I’ve been praying every night hoping that things will get better. That things will change. That everything will get back to how it used to be. One fine day I hope God will grant my wish. I really hope He will.

This kind of feelings just make me feel want to go to sleep. And what more, I am feeling groggy right now. The temptation to crawl to bed and sleep my night away is high. But I can’t, I still got a bit of studying to do for my final UT tomorrow.

Ok, I’ve got nothing more to say. I don’t know how to end this entry. Ok I guess it ends here.

Byebye.